tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51557195891134481592024-02-02T09:02:42.893-08:00Rifká NoctisThis is just about me. I am an alternative model and make up artist. But in this blog I'll just write whatever I feel like writing. Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger28125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-79127187565796473622012-07-08T08:03:00.002-07:002012-07-08T08:29:06.392-07:00Modeling tips<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">So,
with this I come back, know I have been away for too long. I have spent a few time writing this in my laptop to copypaste in my pages, w</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ish this
helps to the young girls who write me asking for tips.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">. Greets! </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">I have been receiving several messages asking me for
modeling tips, and I can’t honestly spend my time answering to each one of
those messages, even though I sometimes feel identified with the ones who send
me those, I just don’t have enough time, and most times I can’t even read the
messages I receive unless they seem to be job offerings or interesting
proposals. I love seeing new messages in my inbox, even if I don’t answer or
even read them, just looking at those in general makes me feel supported, thanks.
But the thing here is (sorry, I am not a concise person and in my personal
profiles I am gonna be as long as I wish to be) that I am making my personal
tips to give my honest opinion of what is best to start into alternative
modeling. This way I can give this information to more people than I could give
otherwise, and since this message is made comfortably and with enough time, it
will probably be a lot better advice than it would be if I am just trying to
answer in two minutes a message from a girl.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Please, know that I have been into alternative
modeling for not even three years, so these tips are just the beginning of the
ones I am slowly getting to myself, this is just the beginning of the knowledge
I wish I’ll get when more into the industry and even if I was a 40 year old
woman who has been extremely successful, my tips wouldn't fit all the models.
These are just my beliefs about what is best, but it depends a lot in what does
a certain person want, how that person is; to say a couple. My tips are mine,
you can take them or leave them, I just talk from the experience I am starting
to have and the things that have worked for me, the stuff I have observed and
the goals I prosecute. So, you can read them, but don’t just take them all;
take a look of your own ideas about it and check if that would work for you, or
if this is really what you want. I truly believe it would be helpful, because
even if my tips aren’t for you, it’s always good to see what other models
think, and how they feel.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">So, as a model who has only been into this for two
years and some months, but who has gotten some great public by her (my) own
way, I post these tips; comment them if you want, constructive criticism is
always welcomed.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">First part is just to get into it and start getting
known, the second part is more about being professional and avoiding potential
problems either in a personal or legal way, or just uncomfortable situations.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Starting out:</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Take a look of the photographers in your area, prices,
quality and how professional they are. Make sure you make a good starting
portfolio, showing your best (specially now that you are a beginner and you’ll
need more help with that). Try on different clothing, different poses, make up,
look… demonstrate you are capable of several
things, of showing different emotions, feelings, expressions, that you have
your own attitude. Practice that by yourself while you look for the ideal
photographer.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Once you have found him/her, hire a shooting and make
your portfolio.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Now that you have the portfolio, look for having more
experience and even more pictures. There are the TFCD/TFP shootings (Time For
CD/Time For Pictures), exchange shootings where nobody gets money but both of
them receive images that will be good for both of them. Now I was going to
start writing endlessly, but I better just set the points one by one to make it
clearer than a long generic story. </span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Signing
contracts:</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Read deeply every contract you sing, and make sure there
is one in every shooting you have.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">If it’s an exchange shooting, always get the ownership
of the images, and the right of using them for your own exposure; that the
photographer gives credit to you when he uses them for his own portfolio or
contests or anything. And if one of the parts gets money from the pictures, set
a percentage for the other part (for example: 70% for the one who sold the
picture and 30% for the other part). But not sold as exclusive, don’t lose the
right of using your own picture unless you made the picture specifically for
that proposal (that would be receiving money, so it doesn’t apply here in
exchange shootings). Never have an exchange shooting where they will later use
your image in something as serious as an exposition, require money if it’s the
case.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">If it’s a paid shoot I leave up to you how much do you
want to get, not just talking about money, but about your rights: being
credited, owning the images, etc.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Working for
free:</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Besides what I explained about the contracts in
exchange shootings, I only find this reason for working for free (besides a
favor for a friend or similar), and the reason is: it benefits you. I could
benefit you if it’s a work for something unpaid but with a great exposure and
being credited, if it’s with an important photographer, a shooting that would
enrich a lot your portfolio or a shooting you wanted for your own, and found a
photographer who liked it and made an exchange shooting.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">If it doesn’t benefit you, don’t take the shoot. The
more shootings you have, the more experience you’ll get, but I personally find
pointless to be in shootings that will not be useful, it will always be there a
good enough photographer who would arrange a shooting both of you (yourself and
the photographer) will like; so better get one of those.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Get
experienced:</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Shoot, shoot, shoot, shoot, shoot.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Try to have shootings constantly, if serious work
doesn’t appear, arrange TFP shoots to get experience, remain fresh, be active,
know more people in the industry and get more images. Maybe one of those images
is the one that will get you a job (or lose it, NEVER take a picture you could
regret). This is why I recommend to…</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">…establish
your boundaries:</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Before you start on this, take your time to think
about what do you want and don’t want to do; specifically the amount of skin
you want to show and how to show it (it’s not the same to shoot for a beautiful
and delicate nude than to wear a bikini and pose with open legs and squeezing
your boobs). Set this, and never pass the boundaries unless you are a hundred
percent sure of it. It’s up to you, but make sure you’ll not cry later your
decisions. As a model who is starting through internet, you will have a hard (more
like impossible) time while trying to erase all the proofs of the pictures you
took.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Take a look at
the photographer’s work:</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">When a photographer contacts you for a first time,
take a look at his/her portfolio. Not only the quality of the pictures (that
would be related to the “working for free” tip). But of what does that person
look for the images, if that goes for you; or, being clearer: make sure that
person is in fact a photographer and not a person who pretends to be one. Ask
if you can go with a friend to the shoot, if the answer is “no”, don’t accept
the shooting. If the photographer seems to be obsessed with nudity, or anything
that could be related to “sex”, don’t accept as well (expect phrases such as “it’s
nothing wrong with nudity” or “your body is really beautiful, you are not
really doing your best if you cover it”). If they say it once but accept what
you don’t want to do, it’s Ok, or if they just leave; but those who try to
convince you aren’t usually nice people. A lot of photographers are just guys
who bought a camera to have an excuse to see innocent women naked in front of
them, or worse things.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">If you are not too busy, try to meet the photographers
in public places another day before the shooting and get to know them a little;
also talk about the shoot.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Be professional:</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Make sure you
arrive early</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> enough to every single shoot you have. If you find it
impossible, give them a call, even if it’s just for 10 minutes.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Don’t change
your appearance without letting the photographer know.</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> If
you arrange a shoot, don’t change your appearance it the period before it, and
if you plan a change, tell it to the one who wants to shoot with you so they
will decide if they still want it.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Be confident</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">,
always have in mind you are the model; a human, but a professional. Relax and
believe you are giving your best. Confidence makes miracles; if you are
extremely nervous or feeling shy, try to break the ice a little; don’t focus on
that, it will only make things worse. And remember, the photographer is another
human who could be nervous about shooting with you.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Don’t be a
diva.</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> I personally hate people who want everybody to be
licking their asses and mistreating the others while they wouldn’t accept any
treat slightly bad to them; or not just slightly bad, just any way of treating
that wouldn’t be saying “you are the best and the only and I would do anything
for you because even your shit is worthy”. Ewww, hate it! You will never be the
best, the most beautiful, the most nothing (not even bad things). So be
confident, <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">make yourself be respected</b>
in every way possible; but don’t think you are over (or below) anybody.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Bring your own
makeup,</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> there will usually be makeup artists, but just in
case they don’t show up, bring some basics to put makeup yourself. It’s also
good to have a little knowledge about applying the makeup and styling your
hair; that way it would be easier for you to have shootings as you wanted.
Sometimes, when I have a look in mind it doesn’t matter how good the MUA
(makeup artist) is, it doesn’t look as I pictured so I feel disappointed. When
I imagine a whole shooting and ask for it, I usually want to be my own stylist.
(But, of course, going back do the “don’t be a diva” point; never act as if the
makeup artist had no clue; if he/she is there, is because he/she got there, even
if that way of working isn’t one you like).</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">And…</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">As the last comments (I could be here writing and
writing endlessly but I think that’s enough): <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Don’t get disappointed</b>, it’s hard to reach the top, but even more
if you get disappointed.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Protect your
intimacy</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">: if you are gonna try to get known through the
internet, better don’t use your real name and make your modeling accounts
different to your real accounts. If you are gonna make a profile in some
website and they ask you for an email, put there the modeling email only, even
if the email is not going to be shown.</span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Keep learning</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">,
looking. You’ll never know enough.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Comment me what you thinjk about the tips. </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">Pictures shall be added to make this more apparent, so here I post a couple of pictures by Raquel Jaramago (Jaramatography), make up by Silvia Gil, make up by Helen and the other models are Eva Modelimage (Nazi Nurse) and Mary (retro nurse).</span></div>
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</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-14910990992971339902012-02-10T08:37:00.001-08:002012-02-10T08:37:39.882-08:00Who made you smile this weekend? What did you do that was fun?<p class="formspringmeAnswer">A friend, more than one...</p><p class="formspringmeFooter"> <a href="http://www.formspring.me/RifkaNoctis?utm_medium=social&utm_source=blogger&utm_campaign=shareanswer">Ask me anything</a></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-34694994603246563562011-11-27T14:50:00.000-08:002011-11-28T16:28:55.490-08:00Goth Week III; 20 years; shoots...<div style="text-align: left;">Again with my writing procrastination...</div><div><div>Since I last wrote, I have had three shoots (one of them was double) and I was in the Goth Week in Madrid, modeling for Velvet Damita.</div><div><br /></div><div>The web craneometal, asked me for some pics for their website, they wanted a sexy-metal-female santa for the upcoming Christmas, but not in exclusive. So I upload one of them here and I will show the rest in Christimas ;)</div><div>I had the shooting with Sivali, the "Santa" one and another different one right after, for a band. But since I don't really know what will happen with that, I am not saying which band or how were the pics.</div><div><br /></div><div>That day I was completely off, so I forgot all the things for the shoot, and she had to improvise the whole styling, but I like the result =)</div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-t0uHAzdERhpjT-Pq7jVc95wS-a3UzJkU85quz6wreXFykcA2-IY0EF1lW5xvFSxpwYyvGpznadqk7mxfoVWWIdCUqHgXtu8vtANOccUyDiPMyknUfVuEDUS5zoxJ_P6A23DoO6pbQpY/s400/rifkanoel41.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680129457416781234" />Before Halloween was the Goth Week, and I performed for the designer Velvet Damita, you can see the clothes in these two pics =)</div><div>I had to be alone on stage for about a minute before any of the other models came with me, and I was nervous as hell, specially because I had to learn the short play in the same day...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 268px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgF-yzesd0xa2vjLKquhQwjMRqvszH0nyN-xseVhFwvwSuEqWQwFylhhTcXNvlNr_I42OtM1vhPxT41R9L-GXLjplyIBlUC-lGJQ07Z7ZJ0CtEFY-eSI963dU0UuTbR7ATn7GmAgx7ZGOM/s400/semanagoth3.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680129460379106850" /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgF-yzesd0xa2vjLKquhQwjMRqvszH0nyN-xseVhFwvwSuEqWQwFylhhTcXNvlNr_I42OtM1vhPxT41R9L-GXLjplyIBlUC-lGJQ07Z7ZJ0CtEFY-eSI963dU0UuTbR7ATn7GmAgx7ZGOM/s1600/semanagoth3.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5P_w_sbaTI_4J6KK7x18MULMOBTU54ZaB6I1sAab-OOvvKfl7YzcugXDFh1KOiq-vha6qiUFs1U2Qm7-RXROo1xf-_ObOYDrzDqFK9NEMcSkJybuqOGhOaPaVLevyzu3mtp09NtVxkPg/s400/SemanagothIII.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680129463121037506" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 268px; " /></a>A few weeks ago (after the Goth Week), the model Diva Satanica told me her friend and photographer Raquel Blanco was coming to Madrid, so we could arrange a shoot together. I liked the idea and so did Raquel, so we met. Her first idea was to work with a designer and shoot in a park close to my house, but the designer didn't call her and the park wasn't open, so we had to make a maximum improvised shooting in my house, with a black sheet as background... xD</div><div><br /></div><div>Even though it was so random, I have liked the results!</div><div><br /></div><div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5P_w_sbaTI_4J6KK7x18MULMOBTU54ZaB6I1sAab-OOvvKfl7YzcugXDFh1KOiq-vha6qiUFs1U2Qm7-RXROo1xf-_ObOYDrzDqFK9NEMcSkJybuqOGhOaPaVLevyzu3mtp09NtVxkPg/s1600/SemanagothIII.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8Re-sYtXz_GOC9pXSZ_go2KKv5FrGNS-v-hGr49WYLvvWED1sBdwVCiqvzcISOYuY-kAksNRarCSMUM7WVWUxbs-AG1kcIaA2lN9MKRoTLVrBvRxQZF-tJv6fl3Szeb9mIjw6ZGuDzzw/s400/3.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5680129479846552386" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 284px; height: 400px; " /></a></div><div>Well, it was my 20th birthday, I had fun and stuff xD I don't feel like talking about it a lot, I am tired xD</div><div><br /></div><div>Yesterday I had a shooting with Olano Photography, with Mad-Rubb latex, make up artist Enrique Crespo and in the company of the models Zazu, Shade, Maryah Marimotto and Desiré Bressend. Will talk about it as soon as I can show you the pics ;)</div><div><br /></div><div>And hm, a song to have a nice post ending, I wish I start playing (or at least trying to) this song on the guitar as soon as exams end!</div><div><iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/1XOsDunbdv8?rel=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-34257103452483678472011-10-10T14:06:00.000-07:002011-10-11T12:27:56.289-07:00Grandfather<div style="text-align: left;">This is my grandfather Ysidro</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOB1Vv4H5GdELlVdii2yu0gTUnSDZILACwNNMspShnWrVTgYPQgQShdaZFOAD0v8sTv9mm_hg8QnWzx2aEU6FzmHebELu3y1dd40AMJSezF1gWjfBZylsy1uvRB5_fyHcN1eekmdi4vgU/s1600/29-06-1986+Isidro+Valladares+Oncogenes.jpg.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 278px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOB1Vv4H5GdELlVdii2yu0gTUnSDZILACwNNMspShnWrVTgYPQgQShdaZFOAD0v8sTv9mm_hg8QnWzx2aEU6FzmHebELu3y1dd40AMJSezF1gWjfBZylsy1uvRB5_fyHcN1eekmdi4vgU/s400/29-06-1986+Isidro+Valladares+Oncogenes.jpg.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661976400292011570" /></a></div><div>The picture was oviously taken some decades ago, when my mother was my age. This post will be more centered on him than in my modeling; because my blog is to talk about myself, not only about my modeling career, and my grandfather is one of the biggest influences I have ever had.</div><div><br /></div><div>He died aroun 6 months ago, I didn't write it here because the last thing I needed then was to make a post about it, I needed time for my family, time for myself. It's on the nature of life to see the grandparents die, but that doesn't make it easier to pass through. His dead helped me realize lots of things, I have always known I loved him, but never knew he had such an impact in my life. I am trying hard not to cry. Loosing him was not just loosing a grandfather, it was loosing a role model, a figure I admired, a beloved one, a friend... I felt so small, he was a genious, I am nobody, I have thrown my life into a spiral of lazyness and when looking at Grandfather Ysidro I feel like I don't deserve him.</div><div><br /></div><div>I would start here talking about all the things he did, but he wouldn't like me to do that, he didn't want to be on top, he just wanted to study and learn. He could be one of the most recognized doctors on the last century but he didn't want to and he kept writing his books in silence, studyin the cancer and learning, always learning, always listening to everybody even when they were a lot less experienced on medicine than him.</div><div>He lived for cancer and cancer killed him.</div><div><br /></div><div>After he died, a cousin talked to me, she told me that the Grandfather spoke to her and said that is sad to see me outside college, failing and failing easy tests, because I am smart and I could do great things. That broke me down, I have those words hiting my ears since then. I wish I could have told my grandfather "I am studying physics and I got great grades!", but I couldn't, and not even now I am studying physics. I wish I was; I wish someday on the future I could feel like I deserve him.</div><div><br /></div><div>I could keep talking about him, but I am feeling bad.</div><div><br /></div><div>So, this are pictures taken by Ben Chislett some weeks ago, and I think they are raw, wish you like them, it was my first time working with a foreigner photographer. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFY8SqdvtoKexMIIgSSbgNQS4G0UkVywayHYi5UuQQWv68QhOVdkuX0ZId8zCxpz0g0ebmpj5gW63C6BMo_9Cip-vkGTqJYwSexhJ2NYzQlu4bj45ChsV6WvxOB_qbbXbWt-lM2EHZqYA/s400/rifka1.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 293px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661976402509569650" /></div><div>I was the second on Lady Allura's latex contest, dunno why it did end already when the set deadline was for Halloween, don't understand why I am not even on the runners up when I was the second, but who cares anyway. I will get some latex somewhere else. =p</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOB1Vv4H5GdELlVdii2yu0gTUnSDZILACwNNMspShnWrVTgYPQgQShdaZFOAD0v8sTv9mm_hg8QnWzx2aEU6FzmHebELu3y1dd40AMJSezF1gWjfBZylsy1uvRB5_fyHcN1eekmdi4vgU/s1600/29-06-1986+Isidro+Valladares+Oncogenes.jpg.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: none; "></span></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFY8SqdvtoKexMIIgSSbgNQS4G0UkVywayHYi5UuQQWv68QhOVdkuX0ZId8zCxpz0g0ebmpj5gW63C6BMo_9Cip-vkGTqJYwSexhJ2NYzQlu4bj45ChsV6WvxOB_qbbXbWt-lM2EHZqYA/s1600/rifka1.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhU_UJvP0sKbU3duU284Bsd7uc78Xe9GDsXjr8lJVWENugWMrVq_cQLeMQlC_RoIEs_NZwZXQ6Beu2x8wloH4f80fsCc1Cg_e2qF_m2tErENlqqpKSAS0IDjbAKwzDRJiG0Yr1egZrNqQ/s400/rifka2.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661976407482513506" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 266px; " /></a><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOB1Vv4H5GdELlVdii2yu0gTUnSDZILACwNNMspShnWrVTgYPQgQShdaZFOAD0v8sTv9mm_hg8QnWzx2aEU6FzmHebELu3y1dd40AMJSezF1gWjfBZylsy1uvRB5_fyHcN1eekmdi4vgU/s1600/29-06-1986+Isidro+Valladares+Oncogenes.jpg.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: none; "></span></a>(I love this pic, personally. All these pics by Ben Chislett and own make up).</div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFY8SqdvtoKexMIIgSSbgNQS4G0UkVywayHYi5UuQQWv68QhOVdkuX0ZId8zCxpz0g0ebmpj5gW63C6BMo_9Cip-vkGTqJYwSexhJ2NYzQlu4bj45ChsV6WvxOB_qbbXbWt-lM2EHZqYA/s1600/rifka1.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1ydL0HXYroXPH2qdhGq_nIAryjJ7dLOJbVoHdUA2fD9-BHb8MwxaSiBdRZ7w8Qmc3D8iqRqnJAujPQF9Ro_Bj4fV_-uYodX4vG-GEn0mElyJ6kfDSLoO27LA8_aq4mHMZgRxR0XdFWcE/s400/rifka5.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661976407472728914" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 282px; height: 400px; " /></a></div></div><div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u>Love you Grandfather.</u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOB1Vv4H5GdELlVdii2yu0gTUnSDZILACwNNMspShnWrVTgYPQgQShdaZFOAD0v8sTv9mm_hg8QnWzx2aEU6FzmHebELu3y1dd40AMJSezF1gWjfBZylsy1uvRB5_fyHcN1eekmdi4vgU/s1600/29-06-1986+Isidro+Valladares+Oncogenes.jpg.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: none; "></span></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhU_UJvP0sKbU3duU284Bsd7uc78Xe9GDsXjr8lJVWENugWMrVq_cQLeMQlC_RoIEs_NZwZXQ6Beu2x8wloH4f80fsCc1Cg_e2qF_m2tErENlqqpKSAS0IDjbAKwzDRJiG0Yr1egZrNqQ/s1600/rifka2.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgdvpr50nTtavX8flt5mai87iF-ND2GHQXuhpcsfpXEMI5NwZCp6IKzcksmOKy5luo1LnjciVkAWN_NqI0a6nQ8J29tG3wTaGyMe997E04msrW0Prlj3RMrSffZptoettTl3mnr2nz24k/s400/TeQuieroAbuelo.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5661976412135307010" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 302px; height: 400px; " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u>Wish I could say more stuff, but I just can think about him. Sorry for getting so personal and emotive today, but it's a piece too big for my life not to talk about it.<br /></u></span><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-62859069010827770342011-09-03T07:51:00.000-07:002011-09-03T09:22:04.285-07:00Lots of things... (Sinical Magazine ;) )<div>Today I want to say lots of things, I have been thinking (yes, I do think!) and sometimes I get scared when I read certain messages in my inbox, and in a few other places. Most of them are nice, a few are bad and almost insulting, and my concern goes to the extremes. I'll talk about this but first I want you to know that I am featured in Sinical Magazine Fall 2011 pages 8 and 9. You can download a PDF on their website and a few more places ;).</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Now, please, people, I want you to know a couple of things about myself, because sometimes people tend to see images and invent a background, and my personality when that's not enough material and I have heard comment about myself which absolutely opposite. For everyone could be easy to realize I like goth, fetish and metal, among other stuff; but does this really say anything about how I really am? People is complex enough to require thousands of tests and analysis, if everything was as easy as looking a couple of pics (that are worked and not spontaneous so do not reflect my lifestyle), then psychologists whould have nothing to do but look a picture of the person they want to know.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I am just a person, with my bad and good things. Not ugly, but not amazingly pretty; I sleep, I pee, I cry, I love, I hate, I get sick, I get pimples when I eat too much chocolate (chocolate is my worst temptation), I get injured when I have an accident, I have fallen to the floor lots of times (there is still a fairy blonde kid inside me)... I like showing skin, if I didn't I would not do it, but that does not mean I take to bed the first person I find (and even if I did nobody should care about it).</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Some people ask if I don't think I am a gorgeous person myself why did I get into modeling. The answer is simple: One thing is to think I am not gorgeous and another one is to think I am ugly. I don't think I am ugly, but I am far from my ideal of beauty. Besides I have blue eyes and soft skin, I am the reverse of the features I really like. I like people with wide jaws and pointy chins like Angelina Jolie, I have a really small chin and jaw; I like people with almond ayes, mines are round. Those are just two examples. I probably see myself wors than others do, and of course, better than others! </div><div>Now, why did I get into modeling? I liked it, I wanted it, I only have one face and I don't want surgery. I like goth look and I am too short (164cms) for mainstream modeling, so here I am. I just wanted to get known while I get enough skills on extreme vocals and guitars to play in a good band.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>(next pic by Sivali D'Lirium, make up and model myself)</div><div>
<br /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMUEb7ktjSvJ4z9cFw3CAr7gEoLt_6xhOo6tUL31JkEtNeddeqJIUXKIAKq1WtddYbz-PUHuV4iThcz9_CG97OLlokKoYDmCnQxWl2p0RrU0DfCx87FrY4nJ3QtuSOczG2_MVAexmCpWg/s400/riflatex21.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5648146640937208082" /><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES">I like how they look extra photoshopped pics, and I will never claim to have such look in real life because I would look like a videogame character walking around. I also love wearing make up, yeah, I look better, and I have some pics that I'd love to burn. But of course, those are not gonna end up on the internet (at least I wish so).<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES">Thanks to all the ones who follow me ^^ saying all this does not mean I don't like people to like my pics, it just means I don't want extremes. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES">Now I would like to introduce you a couple of people, well, three:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES">The first one is the metal model Diva Satanica, I started talking to her because of all the modeling thing, and because she was one of the few Spaniards I have found on those circles. From the pics you could think she's pretty, but now that I have seen her on the real life I can bet she looks a lot better like that than in any picture you could find, and she is a very nice person. She has worked with Hate, Blood Red Throne and more bands. Here I leave her facebook page link (run by Hermanas Muerte, not by her) so you can see how good she looks. </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ES"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/DivaSatanicaAltModel"><span lang="EN-US">http://www.facebook.com/DivaSatanicaAltModel</span></a></span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language:ES"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES">The second one is a book, well, it has an author, but I am pretty sure the author prefers his book to be known rather than himself. </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ES"><a href="http://www.librometalextremo.com/blog/"><span>http://www.librometalextremo.com/blog/</span></a><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ES">Here is (in spanish) his introduction:Soy Salva Rubio, el autor del libro "METAL EXTREMO: 30 Años de Oscuridad (1981-20011)", un volumen de unas 500 páginas, con casi 1000 bandas reseñadas en más de 247,000 palabras, una análisis en profundidad nunca visto antes en el mundo, y que cubre por separado los 10 estilos principales del Metal Extremo, así como su historia, forma musical, estética, evolución, lírica y mucho más. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ES">Si te gusta el Metal Extremo, necesitamos tu ayuda! Únete a nuestros grupos y redes sociales para que esta info le llegue a la mayor cantidad de gente posible.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ES">El libro será publicado a lo largo de 2011, en su edición española.<span style="background:#8B060D"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ES"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language: ES">And the third one is Phlegeton </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Arial","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language:ES"><a href="http://www.phlegeton.com/webv3/"><span lang="EN-US">http://www.phlegeton.com/webv3/</span></a></span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-ansi-language:EN-US;mso-fareast-language:ES"> He designs extreme metal covers and he is the singer in Wormed. </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Arial","sans-serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ES">Despite his brutal voice, he's a nice guy.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0cm;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span class="Apple-style-span" >And by the way, please, vote for me on Lady Allura's latex competition (info in my facebook page).</span></p></div><div><a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Rifk%C3%A1-alt-model/151801571529305">http://www.facebook.com/pages/Rifk%C3%A1-alt-model/151801571529305</a></div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEht3rGjnHKFF1EV8m_kl4ERVmImllWlNRDzBDJoeqc0XUodDRVJd6Bo5kmdKzyYBuAs8U2WmykRJp13FeS_TeE4KHGXTZrYDPU6DbP7qPageNJ-NJ6gZAb6a9dTVgF3rMnd2X2xArnWHIw/s1600/rifkapinup11.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEht3rGjnHKFF1EV8m_kl4ERVmImllWlNRDzBDJoeqc0XUodDRVJd6Bo5kmdKzyYBuAs8U2WmykRJp13FeS_TeE4KHGXTZrYDPU6DbP7qPageNJ-NJ6gZAb6a9dTVgF3rMnd2X2xArnWHIw/s400/rifkapinup11.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5648146638060278866" /></a>Thanks to the blog middlejapan0.blogspot.com for announcing me ^^</div><div>
<br /></div><div><div><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >And by the way, please, vote for me on Lady Allura's latex competition (info in my facebook page).</span></p></div><div><a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Rifk%C3%A1-alt-model/151801571529305">http://www.facebook.com/pages/Rifk%C3%A1-alt-model/151801571529305</a></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-3500187891459001042011-08-18T14:37:00.000-07:002011-08-18T16:03:30.820-07:00Ultratumba<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">This time I can really say I have been off everything!!</div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I have appeared in Ultratumba Webzine page 36 number 7, but right now I am lazy to upload it...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I have done lots of things but I don't even know what to say or where to start, I can't put a whole month in one page, or I tell in detail or I just say four things in one paragraph...</div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9SIl-C-w1nmuLcO_sL6fQsijw6BCg4QhtJ0eKlB-lKRx8EftDaHn2PEf1KPAv8en2dgOLIxqFPpCQJEV49pNvoqsTCdgL6Jn1LY58Qa-ccxsvQgJ4VHkePRbJG86cpFdeTi7sF0ualXs/s400/2%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BAthe+arroyo_123.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5642329769004831426" /><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div></div><div>I have been in Madrid the whole summer and I will not leave it probably, I could have gone to the northern Spain, which I love, but for personal reasons I prefered to stay here in Madrid standing the heat. I had three shoots, but I can only show here the pics from one of them: the first one was a drawer who just takes pictures for the ideas to copy and modify in his art; the second one wants a sophisticated manipulation which it's taking some time, and the third one, the one who took the pics I'm gonna show here, was a guy who studied with my sister.</div><div>
<br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnGCJh4qyZRZtySzyaHnm_dqZZ7G-wyM6mEJVknDiD7e9PLnHXMdZ7E0v4b1iba9JXUdihJXKBWUubWMMqw-SnuiDfQDVrsN1e2Bg9LRrK_lK7runB_TJBzTMbxr63fWBqw1G5IZyyaAU/s400/2%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BAthe+arroyo_32.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5642329777797015090" /><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div>The shoot with the artist was not very complicated because the pictures are not to be seen; the second one... was painful xD This guy hung me from the ceiling to make a flowing effect on the pic, but the ties hurt hella.</div><div>
<br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4IyWM2AzxUKqL1kzBGListFgVBcgXZzn9J-WKnSrMGVBFAQP-AgbfBtHcOMpsVO19wBPsL783on-T5B_473LB2JttGEON9eQwUqNv7tKsfS91fOp3rUY6rMKmd4rTZUatNtanVVnFlpE/s400/2%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BAthe+arroyo_1.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5642329770851656754" /><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div>Someone who likes my pictures, called Isaak wrote me a poem in Spanish, here I show you.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">Dama de Metal Infernal<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; ">
<br /></span></div><o:p style="line-height: 14px; "> </o:p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">
<br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">En la amplitud de la oscuridad universal<o:p></o:p></span><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">una montaña y un bosque que se incendian<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">y miles de demonios tu silueta asedian <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">por ser tú, la renovada maravilla celestial<o:p></o:p></p> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; "><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">Tu mirada contiene fuegos sagrados infernales,<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">llamas deliciosas que nuevas almas asesinan,<o:p></o:p></p> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">siniestras luces rojas que hasta al oro calcinan;<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">pues así es la bella dama de ojos sobrenaturales.<o:p></o:p></p> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; "><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">Que se entregue el alma docilmente al fuego<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">y la dama oscura venga y libere la tormenta<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">los volcanes se extingan ante su vida sedienta<o:p></o:p></p> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">y que la tierra gima ante aquel nocturno juego<o:p></o:p></p> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; "><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">Preciosa e infernal hada, sumergenos en el abismo<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">ahoguémonos en tus endemoniadas miradas<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">en tu espectro, vástago de nocturnas hadas<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">ante el vacío en que está el infierno mismo<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; "><o:p> </o:p></p> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">Eres un infierno celestial,<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">un sueño de tortura y sangre,<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">una oscuridad alegre,<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">una caricia letal.</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">
<br /></p></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; font-size: medium; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj9r2VcQPBdAQ5Yyqk5EwAl7KVE_7zU2n1WJ719SrKBKX16jvBf7LebCcriCQxdjcNghtiiqMPlPXERvVhy9YZoO7alBg-XaGCAiPkbeP-7YP7d9YLQa8PWbp_I8bAeaji-7klvBG167zI/s400/2%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BAthe+arroyo_50.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5642329782609420994" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px; " /></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 14px; ">And well, as an end, I'll show you a Wardruna song, I really like it.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; "><iframe width="420" height="345" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/HRWleV8om6A" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; ">
<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; ">All of my pics in this post are by Arroyo.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; ">
<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7jcas8OvM0QJ2yk9H6uigsyiFJdoaw72XKxtlBeKgmQ6Pf5mB3qffT-i3Moo5sH5lu_Rh_jsNh-LrbFuxN1SFiUtNW3rowNwZz8ggutA3ExH-VeQnr1dmhqPNP05VTfvfay3jGiwknCA/s400/2%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BA%25C2%25BAthe+arroyo_119.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5642329790657840322" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px; " /></span></p></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-14377964013957383682011-06-29T08:36:00.000-07:002011-06-29T15:36:38.028-07:00Sister's Birthday<div>A few days ago was my sister's birthday, and I tried to make some cookies for her, and I must admit they were absolutely terrible hahaha, they had to eat them with jam because its taste was plain.</div><div><br /></div><div>... I am trying... I am honestly trying, but in my last posts I just can't write properly, I just put up a couple of paragraphs in a desperate attempt to tell something intersting. Personal stuff =p but I am just not enough in this to write a lot. And I am lately having less shots and new stuff, I wish it's just a short period of time and I get back no my normal activity.</div><div><br /></div><div>Any suggestions for new shots?</div><div><br /></div><div>So, here is another pic from Caos =) make up Sivali D'Lirium and Noiferum Vonsiel.</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj80Kgs0BHQ6E5tivSJESHUKEsUfdN6AzeDUoySTlD9dc6FKeE4TdCnkEH4RzgMsk1q-qbYEkusNP0-GXN95LZHRPpmuBhT8qih5pxV-ee5U8qa7SxhxkfMdFj-lZdcz4ek7NZ7sblFY1A/s400/_DSC1149.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623677798027923746" />And here a picture taken a year ago, from Vanyar, make up Luna Gara Quesada.<br /><div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYbSKxDMlXWxV6bD2bQsAyDutMy89sn6RHPPKpDl44r0RxHFa_IDoxX0LENxJw9yuFXd-r5tYQw65fI3y3s0YY4YKqUQ_nnjQUIgD29Vx29vmpPO3o9FC8nrHV_cvJOt5JOfwJqnRYQs4/s1600/empty_room_by_rifkanoctistemporvm-d2y7no1.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYbSKxDMlXWxV6bD2bQsAyDutMy89sn6RHPPKpDl44r0RxHFa_IDoxX0LENxJw9yuFXd-r5tYQw65fI3y3s0YY4YKqUQ_nnjQUIgD29Vx29vmpPO3o9FC8nrHV_cvJOt5JOfwJqnRYQs4/s400/empty_room_by_rifkanoctistemporvm-d2y7no1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5623680084217638322" /></a>And to fill this out a little =p a song</div><div><iframe width="425" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/5B7-3wpqETs" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></div><div><br /></div><div>I found this band while I was looking for a nice background for my laptop desk, it's the same image that appears on the video.<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-77109079897206363032011-06-05T10:08:00.000-07:002011-06-07T08:24:51.511-07:00The new picsFinally I upload here a few pics with my new look, I am not having lots of shoots lately, I am working on a few stuff and that takes time from modeling. But I have some ideas in mind for future projects and I want to learn some things to make my own shoots.<div><br /></div><div>Yesterday my little sister came but from the USA and damn, she is taller than me already. Sweet, organized, outgoing... we are absolutely opposite.</div><div><br /></div><div><div><div>This is my favourite picture so far with the red hair and the nose ring, hope you like it, I really liked the outfit.</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRbKb9Gl3ZHd-KEDCaBc0B2sr3A-dmY7LPNc0viXN_Peh-hef6Ob40jCB_tA30RP3mB_RfS7HBwB8xahXWqX1cBEVbInbdmBpfAWMj2-cRCF5kSIvJBvTRkix1GtlsPCpQbPVoZaCkoTk/s400/rifka-caos1.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614811269908603986" />I love snakes. Yesterday, before seeing my little sister I went out with some friends and since it was raining, we went to the house of one of them and he had a snake. What an amazing creature it is, I have liked raptors for long and snakes are specially beautiful. It's name was Dante, I hold it on my lap and it remained calmed; I prefer when they move a lot, but whatever hahaha<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFoHqBqf6Ls-b38HxHMirvLejiPtfOZZON0ahg6kgwcJfHP5oZ0khMfTm0YjWxQgZ2qCEyqnsGecAc0gOPFUJ8ZPBz-OZmRWAxpbIVtAKGAtDRRQyOLR1zAnj3Qn7EKwEePyCBPWFDIws/s1600/wMG_6911.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>This is another pic from the nun shoot, by Arturo Carrasco, I look way too nice in this one, but that was the point ;)</div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFoHqBqf6Ls-b38HxHMirvLejiPtfOZZON0ahg6kgwcJfHP5oZ0khMfTm0YjWxQgZ2qCEyqnsGecAc0gOPFUJ8ZPBz-OZmRWAxpbIVtAKGAtDRRQyOLR1zAnj3Qn7EKwEePyCBPWFDIws/s1600/wMG_6911.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 262px; height: 400px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFoHqBqf6Ls-b38HxHMirvLejiPtfOZZON0ahg6kgwcJfHP5oZ0khMfTm0YjWxQgZ2qCEyqnsGecAc0gOPFUJ8ZPBz-OZmRWAxpbIVtAKGAtDRRQyOLR1zAnj3Qn7EKwEePyCBPWFDIws/s400/wMG_6911.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614816025119160066" /></a>Today I am a little bored, and I am going to study a little of math, go for a round and listen again to Greensleeves. I love classical music, specially the really old ones; the classical music after 1900 starts getting into stuff I don't like. People sometimes can't believe I like it, because I mostly listen to really extreme stuff, but if you write down the music of different genres the youth listen to and compare it, you'll realize that the structure of the extreme metal is a lot more similar to the classical music than Pop, Dance, Industrial, Reggaeton, etc. At least the ones I have compared, please correct me if I am wrong.</div><div><br /></div><div>In the pic I'm showing you next, I like the background, hair and the whole pic in general, that's why I am showing you, but I don't like my face at all here =p<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1cDeuTROCuT8u8BmRKHpC2HjfLPyLik_XN-IC9L9fv7GzkC1BfT55vYoVTPXCjZBU5e-peuP85zvq07IGpN_QsjppIOaPA3Gu-d4v5_97hdweGH3nuOvBTSxZe6HjC11YL8us_kd6WXA/s400/_DSC1013.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614811270574836594" />And another pic. Too tired to keep writing xD</div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1RQM49UlMSYUTE5mXwbDDKN_3MVqsTYF79mEb7yo-HXSGECqZ9QlQ8rEmx_5n9CwVJxWrqz6A3WfX975UaJbaPx9fVjE_BH88tuYy0fPuEWyts11KDPexFzKs6nZYRf9Eci4F-DMzAUI/s400/_DSC1091.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614811281601382162" /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-44969681149641004882011-05-18T15:27:00.000-07:002011-08-21T05:43:58.970-07:00Dunno the title... =p<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Hi, sorry about the delay with this entry.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I got some pics from the latex gloves shoot and one pic from the Mosh Party, I appear on the background hahaha. I have also contacted with Dark Payer Zine (metal bands promotion) and I will probably appear in another magazine this summer, I am sending them pictures.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Here is one from the latex gloves and spikes bra shoot. I must admit I was freezing, I had to go outside becouse in the photographer's house the lights were reflecting in a weird way. By Sivali D'Lirium.</div><div>
<br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNlSabWYmK7q0Huq0nHz9lUqZYNogB00Bx5BDhogduCiZVeKkfAYsDhjB8pOfPz1jZDosT3xaw0L-t9D0a_LJx4j3LlRXb-_YkrFLW1s5tjdJMNh-m-6XYOU8HQM9CwSi4vKbyvqZdyGs/s400/riflatex11.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5608186970787466338" />I personally liked this shoot a lot, it was an improvisation after a cancelled shoot we planeed before in a studio. So we just went to the street with another clothing to take pictures such as that one.<div>
<br /></div><div>Oh, and I pierced my nose; a little ring =) I wanted for long, but I didn't get it, and I want to get tattoos soon =p</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Last weekend has been busy, and on sunday I had two different shoots, the only ones I had after dying my hair and piercing my nose. The first one was about a classical goth, with long skirt and a veil, the second one was more fetish and agressive. I liked them both honestly.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Miss Lolo (alt. model) sent me a picture of our feature in Bizarre Magazine, this is the feature, very short, but good enough =)
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<br /><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCqbTqRSMyhmASR6GZ7X28JVZ3X_J0ETKxbgII06gH1JhiV44xs_vXmr8zTnHT_oHDqqMbmAEgL5ha1RirLuCEmzNf44f3HHJaSZ3I6A5inczSQ3_dqEYU13st3DlGe-89JBHkKx_OqY4/s400/bizarre.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 284px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5608200010471097186" /></div><div>Damn, this is such a boring entry, sorry. My mind right now can only think about the movements in Madrid and since I don't want to start a polytical manifest here unless is absolutely necesary, I am trying hardly to think about something else slightly interesting to share here.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>At the beginning I said I received a pic from the Mosh Party, here it is, I look kinda mindfuck there, among those huge guys... XD (picture taken by Salva Rubio, author of "Historia del Metal Extremo".</div><div><div>
<br /><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhinLgDiB4M0x0XC6Vsz9ogI-VjhsSf2vFTzczeecX4m4XFja8eoR7aJzwTazC0vDKc2euXKJHdQUe7j4prz63Llz6JwhlGCiZAdkaB2XDxN5j4WrX6axMGnICWUS-b4UwyrAN40aYHAcg/s400/PogoWormed.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5608189855982555570" />Do you like Amon Amarth? Pursuit of the Vikings is very trendy, but I honestly prefer Guardians of Asgaard.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaHF6G6ldrUhhIiFpqLvjyfxpMDzDEu6Mlhum_X91PXxgPsfGuvv69OXbcxuIxMu5uSusWr5mLw5Cx1ESgbr0_ZQ_Px7RmtwX5afMqzzdzvLWHtf9qnv7SHZ-zAbuKVAYzaNSbVU_dNSA/s1600/Rebeca_04.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"></a></div><div>
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<br /></div><div>And here, an old picture, by Vanyar photography, MUA by Luna Gara Quesada.</div><div>
<br /></div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaHF6G6ldrUhhIiFpqLvjyfxpMDzDEu6Mlhum_X91PXxgPsfGuvv69OXbcxuIxMu5uSusWr5mLw5Cx1ESgbr0_ZQ_Px7RmtwX5afMqzzdzvLWHtf9qnv7SHZ-zAbuKVAYzaNSbVU_dNSA/s1600/Rebeca_04.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaHF6G6ldrUhhIiFpqLvjyfxpMDzDEu6Mlhum_X91PXxgPsfGuvv69OXbcxuIxMu5uSusWr5mLw5Cx1ESgbr0_ZQ_Px7RmtwX5afMqzzdzvLWHtf9qnv7SHZ-zAbuKVAYzaNSbVU_dNSA/s400/Rebeca_04.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5608186972756673810" /></a>Well, I would like to make my post more interesting, honestly, but since I don't have time yet to start my webcomic, I am trying to avoid talking about polytics (thinking about how to improve the system, and designing theories to make the utopic possible is a hobby of mine) and I am not funny at all while writing; but if you read this is because you want, so I guess everything is allright =)</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Greets!
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I have appeared on the 175th issue of Bizarre Magazine, and I am not sure if I won or didn't win the contest, but I think I could, they didn't publish the winner yet but last time I checked how things were going, before they changed to the new month girls, I was on the first place.</div><div><br /></div><div>I have also passed all my exams, and I finally... </div><div> ...I finally learned how to growl =) I still need to improve, but I got the point, it's not that hard when you find the path the air shoud follow from your inside.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixbXeJg7cbIURPeDjEGCgwqd7QwO2m5ZB5bbvmZXvbYiaNp8ZBN-7_Ys4-RqIXuGxU4QrkA2qxECo_UfmC72hslDzqOeKqYiokNfbGZ-U2cUXyeAOxi2PV-f2l0dB0GqlgjJGqdnH8psA/s1600/rifkasangre31.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixbXeJg7cbIURPeDjEGCgwqd7QwO2m5ZB5bbvmZXvbYiaNp8ZBN-7_Ys4-RqIXuGxU4QrkA2qxECo_UfmC72hslDzqOeKqYiokNfbGZ-U2cUXyeAOxi2PV-f2l0dB0GqlgjJGqdnH8psA/s400/rifkasangre31.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603711113973959682" /></a>This first picture I have shown you, was taken long ago, see the black hair was still recently dyed; not a year ago yet, but around 10 months or 11. I don't know why I didn't post it here before, because I like it a lot. (By Sivali D'Lirium, who else ;] )<div><br /></div><div>Today (well, more than today, NOW) Children of Bodom is playing in Madrid, but I couldn't go to see them, it sucks becaus they are one of my favourite bands, I wake up every morning with their music (at least the last three years). It's hard for me to be awaken without something hard (hmmm, but right now I am thinking about waking up with Awaken (Mustakrakish) xD</div><div>At least I passed all my exams successfully, that takes off a little the dissappointment.</div><div><br /></div><div>Here I leave my favourite song from Children of Bodom</div><div><iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/GRdjFEJEMG0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 13px; "><div id="songlyrics" align="left" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; ">Watching the cunt<br />But before I'm into worries<br />I do better think fast<br />Step beyond the legs<br />Risk selfdestruction<br />One more sucker<br />Wait again<br />To the wrong turn<br />To the right direction<br />Too many fucking gonna turn<br />Going too fast<br />When you call me outrageous<br />As a questioner<br /><br />No feelings - you destroy me HATE<br />We're welcome - we're on this show END<br /><br />What the hell was that?<br />It's a battle name<br />Tied down everything long before<br />Blaming all the suckers<br />I don't give fuck<br />Till they're coming down<br />Where I go<br />Or he's gonna stop me<br />And when I hear the voice<br />So you better take care of me now<br />Knowing that I've always gotta come back<br />Till the end of life has arrived<br /><br />Things happen while I grow<br />No one to catch my fall<br />Becoming dull is all I know<br />Resurrection - friend or a foe<br /><span class="b-lyrics-from-signature" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 0.8em; line-height: 1.5em; ">[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/children_of_bodom/hellhounds_on_my_trail.html ]</span><br />No feelings - you destroy me HATE<br />We're welcome - we're on this show END<br /><br />Gone too fast<br />I'm caring about the truth<br />So tell me how<br />Fuck me sideways<br />I've been loved before right now<br />After I've been down<br />Well if you don't need to<br />Resurrect a shadow of myself<br /><br />No feelings - you destroy me HATE<br />We're welcome - we're on this show END<br /><br />No feelings - you destroy me HATE<br />We're welcome - we're on this show<br /><br />Remember me, seventeen<br />Come on, get you going<br />Have I told you I would return<br />Come on, get you going<br />Gotta get on the way<br />But the butcher<br />You're allowed to lie<br />I disapprove my body<br />Eat my dinner<br />You dull stupid role model<br />Who's about to rock<br /><br />Everything, Everyone<br />What's going on before<br />I can't get you back<br /><br />Things happen while I grow<br />No one to catch my fall<br />Becoming dull is all I know<br />Resurrection - friend or a foe<br />Friend or a foe</div><br /></span>(I took them from lyricsmode)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I have some upcoming appeareances in a couple of webzines, I wish I could appear in more "paper" magazines, but I can't complain, because 15 months ago I wasn't even a model, and now I am in a good position, among girls who have been aroun 5 years on this. But I just want more metal stuff... anything, merchandise, covers... I love goth and fetish, but I want to feel like I am working while doing this, not just a hobby; I want to do really professional stuff.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now that I have learned how to growl, it would be amazing if I could start a project by myself, I would need good recording equipment, which I don't have, someone to play the drums and keyboard, and help to the songwriting; I can make up nice melodies, but my lyrics are crap, seriously. But well, this would be really difficult, but I have always liket to have my own projects, it helps a lot while finding the style I really like.</div><div><br /></div><div>I have dyed my hair red, it looks half red and half reddish black, because it has been almos a year since I last dyed my hair black, and I didn't want to take decoloration, and I don't want to go to the hair saloon; I might get it all the same tone, I don't know hahaha. </div><div><br /></div><div>Here is a picture my sister took a couple of days ago. This is how I look daily, and this is my current hair color.</div><div><div><br /></div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN9CLn_x845C8UDibwSOujwPzeiToDNW0K3J7hD0A_X-hW8lSLUUh3zxp8AQrPadBLUAM7nX5aW95e9CE_oc3Ty-b30MNMmg4-ddS7_Or4WbS-fBo7Etv6ALm7m0iw4zxzT8IMsSBmey8/s1600/DSC_1883.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN9CLn_x845C8UDibwSOujwPzeiToDNW0K3J7hD0A_X-hW8lSLUUh3zxp8AQrPadBLUAM7nX5aW95e9CE_oc3Ty-b30MNMmg4-ddS7_Or4WbS-fBo7Etv6ALm7m0iw4zxzT8IMsSBmey8/s400/DSC_1883.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603710896848953890" /></a>Now that I am done with al the exams, and my summer has begun, I want to do lots of things, I just don't know how to organize myself, or which ones to foget about doing. (Which ones do you suggest are best to do?)</div><div>Studying physics and math, starting a webcomic, starting a drawings deviantart, writing a book I had on mind for long, learning finnish, designing machines, making my own metal band, playing guitar, playing bass, composing, playing on short alternative films... I have always found stressfull how time goes by so quick you realize at some point you have done nothing... Once, when I was 13, I found myself crying because I thought I was old enough to have done something important in my life. I have that problem, I want to do too much stuff for the time I have, and I want to succeed in all those things, which is impossible.</div><div><br /></div><div>One thing is for sure: I will try to go to Finland for about a month, but I don't know how to find a family there to stay. Does anyone know how to do so?</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, I think I have talked enough about myself: Here is another pic from the nun shoot, my favourite =) the rebel newrock nun!!! By Arturo Carrasco and make up by Nataschwarzt.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGIFv2DAyKi4hz6qLb9B9xoxOVoSX9Q6KwsVpx3lNCV6gV-wgkvPH-Hzs4JHbARy-42Ftyxu3IsC4_K0Dzs7TBZ0EmpiCwWU6KOA6OmcGIjuyZEninKn-mc9Q1Eoz7G1wAb5rtQbjM16o/s1600/wMG_7033.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 257px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGIFv2DAyKi4hz6qLb9B9xoxOVoSX9Q6KwsVpx3lNCV6gV-wgkvPH-Hzs4JHbARy-42Ftyxu3IsC4_K0Dzs7TBZ0EmpiCwWU6KOA6OmcGIjuyZEninKn-mc9Q1Eoz7G1wAb5rtQbjM16o/s400/wMG_7033.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5603710166596658482" /></a><br /></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-28470344621261736772011-04-16T15:29:00.000-07:002011-04-16T16:34:47.314-07:00Macabre Models<div style="text-align: left;">My lack of creativity and huge lazyness while thinking titles shows up. Guess what's first to say...</div><div>No, the first thing to say is I went the first in the ultravixens competition and suddenly the second was again the first... it's one of the most important competitions I have been till now and the deadline of the voting is still far so I wish I could get, and then keep myself first until then, please, it's really important to me... <a href="http://www.ultravixens.net/competition/">http://www.ultravixens.net/competition/</a></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOUzxhpMBuVNhQCl8JvQvtKJoccZltPtAKOOJe0P3zPgU3ITdAFj31JntbXvU9CSqKGzQqZKp1iTGhXX04iquXoLTXsv52-JTwvuaw25HvpFVecT1qjDUo2M0guZ8TqA-zZsQyPmfnC_w/s400/Sesi%25C3%25B3nFox%25C3%25A1Sesmero.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 263px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5596317154577770802" />And now, what about Macabre Models: I want to tell you all I am one of the winners from the Macabre Models contest, and I will be one of the 6 faces representing them =) The others who already won are Demoniccunt (also owner) and Tara Stuart, who have their logos, mine will be up on Friday.<div><br /></div><div>These days I am feeling weird, I don't know why, probably a lot of things mixed together, as most feelings are... It's hard to get far in a clean way, interests are behind everything, in most places are the rotting pieces spreadding the rot; that's one of the things concerning me, I am a humanist, but being a humanist doesn't mean defending people over everything, I think people is interesting to study, awesome as specie, and powerful; but that doesn't make me feel we are worthy. Take a look around and see for yourself. If you believe in a god, he's/she's/it's either not powerful or not good.</div><div><div><br /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFssSBfG3QKFwP1ovfvjaE9hPOcTLQ_B0wTeHSATRwhBAZIqj4eoIYlvEyPYswEWMdqusucc2leCeJqxwHKDNJ8-Ip-74pG5JUksOnYw_4zcK-ITwQHr8rrzjp_j5KpIPoyeQXToLuq0Q/s400/jane21.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5596316866125907762" /></div><div><div>I already posted it on my first entry, but I'll refresh it a little since I think most people hasn't read my first entry. These are some of the places I am in:</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; ">MYSPACE<br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/rifkanoctistemporvm" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 204); ">http://www.myspace.com/<wbr>rifkanoctistemporvm</a><br /><br />FACEBOOK<br /><a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Rifk%C3%A1-alt-model/151801571529305">http://www.facebook.com/pages/Rifk%C3%A1-alt-model/151801571529305</a><br /><br />DEVIANTART<br /><a href="http://rifkanoctistemporvm.deviantart.com/" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 204); ">http://rifkanoctistemporvm.<wbr>deviantart.com/</a><br /><br />TWITTER<br /><a href="http://twitter.com/#!/RifkaNoctis" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 204); ">http://twitter.com/#!/<wbr>RifkaNoctis</a><br /><br />ULTRAVIXENS<br /><a href="http://ultravixens.net/rifka" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 204); ">http://ultravixens.net/rifka</a></span></div><div><br /></div><div>And, of course: <a href="http://rifkanoctistemporvm.blogspot.com/">http://rifkanoctistemporvm.blogspot.com/</a></div><div><br /></div><div>Don't try lo look for my FB profile because it's full and I can't add anyone T.T</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnKvPgrdjX730GKsPm4gbcbebMQn8WprswlWyi6K10wwXzFmYR7fz5bxFvdS_XXAvq3TELr2_gE6xPdBwcQzLirYulOC6y010tzQouBmAOPZPT-AKj8ISUgqxrGbXHqiQ-Wy31-5IcDh4/s400/wMG_6934.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 269px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5596316246869746146" /></div></div><div>The first picture is from the nun shoot in Foxá, by Carlos Sesmero (make up by Natashwartz), I told you we lost the line that day and the pic wasn't at all what we planeed. I wish I had remember before to remove the hairband from mi wrist, because I like the pic in general...</div><div>The second one is the other one from the "Jane in Peril" shoot, by Sivali (also make up).</div><div>And the third one: yeah, nun shoot, by Arturo Carrasco. Hope you liked them.</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel like this post has had a really bad redaction and little information, and I feel bad about people reading my blog and seeing less than what they expected, so I'll leave here a video, it's a bit NS, but the song is amazing:</div><div><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/FSlUgQBMr10" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></div><div><br /></div><div>And I want to remember everybody that if they have a metal band, and they want a model for promoting merchanise, shoots for album covers or anything, just send me an email to RifkaNoctisTemporvm@gmail.com, I wish I'll make my webpage soon, and in that email I only accept stuff related to my modeling.</div><div>And to bands from Madrid, If you play extreme metal, and need a bass player, here I am (still not good enough at guitar and growling).</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-57848679074018511032011-04-09T04:10:00.000-07:002011-04-10T15:37:48.982-07:00Mosh Party, ultravixens, and nuns.<div style="text-align: left;">These weekend has been full of news and interesting stuff ;) I didn't even have time to study so tomorrow I'll be completely busy.</div><div><br /></div><div>This Friday was the Mosh Party, we listened to Under Vultures (grind, black, punk); Carnivore Diprosopus (colombian slam brutality); Cuernos de Chivo (death hardcore metal) and Wormed (sci-fi death metal).</div><div><br /></div><div>I have been one of the eight ultravixens selected this month, and I would love to be the winner so I need your vote here<span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"> </span></span><a href="http://www.ultravixens.net/competition/">http://www.ultravixens.net/competition/</a> and I would also like you to spread this because I need a lot of help!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>And today Sunday I had a nun shoot ;) This was like a summary, now I'll tell you everything in detail.</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHW4RN09HyWqkjfwURkZ8zn603H1SAp6mHgHiWbWGbCvF98GEdNVQvHesijiLB6fj7RDFng00RyBCAgK3q5PaI-aw_RLkOvtWO5y49FavHKamaQXUJeBEkX6U4wMii-dTKBnVHgi3epXM/s400/DSC_0126_2.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5594074782266289906" />The Mosh Party was nice, but if I am honest, I expected a bigger mosh. Sadly there isn't a big metal community here, comparing to other countries in Europe, and in small concerts people hardly get enough motivation to mosh. But the bands were insane =)<div>I went while Under Vultures were performing, the singer at a point said "believe it or not, but we just played three songs non-stop". He was right, I just heard about 10 minutes of crazy guitars and growling under a frenetic drum hitting and, of course, bass.</div><div>In Carnivore Diprosopus was a guy with a mask running around the stage, and I would say a quote or something from him, but mixing semi growled voice and colombian accent made an absolutely impossible to understand result.<br /><div><br /></div><div>While Carnivore Diprosopus were singing, I saw around Phlegeton, and I went to talk to him. I did never meet him before but we talked online some times the last months: he is the singer (growler) in Wormed and Human Mincer, artist in Phlegeton Art Studio (extreme CD cover designer), photographer, drummer... It was nice to finally know him personally, he's really kind and he gave a CD to my bf and another for me.</div><div><br /></div><div>Then, Cuernos de Chivo, they played a really good cover of Hammer Smashed Face (Cannibal Corpse), and the singer seems to be nice, he was a kind of homie of a friend who came with us to the concert. His quotes are funny, such as "we are going to play a new song, and if you like it cool, if you don't, then throw us a bottle or something", "our next song is called corpse bride (maybe corpse girlfriend, cause in Spanish it's the same) and it's about that, a corpse bride!". But the best bit was right after playing a song called "Rallas" (means one of each lines of cocaine druggies inhale); and while he was singing, the room started smelling like marijuana, at the end, he says "it smells like drugs here, and that's what it was about: drugs!".</div><div><br /></div><div>To close the concert, Wormed played, with Phlegeton leading. He is also the drummer, but not live because he would probably end the concert in ambulance if he tried to do so. Playing and singing death metal at the same time in a concert is not exactly easy.</div><div>I don't think he said anything, if he did, it was growling, so don't expect me to understand it.</div><div>Then was really the mosh thing. I got a spike-lip pearcing nailed on my hand, but the guy was nice and after the mosh came to say sorry about it, and it was cool, because I was wandering what the hell happened to my hand xD</div><div><br /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhb3icIVHVgGyFom2gGUjdEpT9V6nOV9hORozGAfDC-27JEA2Iz7no1M0OqyUD4dTQC27rTDUw7DMq48wamf_kx-47Gbjp3vxnMHqZw0dldFWlJp6c_zvGU8abXWaxp4DOtfb7dLsqsEAI/s400/rifka62.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5594074572597934098" /></div><div>Now it would go the Ultravixen competition thing, but with what I said at the beginning, I thinkit's enough.</div><div><br /></div><div>Today I had a nun shoot at Foxá M-30 hotel in Madrid, in the chapelle. There they collect antiques, and it was a nice atrezzo for the shoot.</div><div><br /></div><div>I met there an alt. and cyber model called Ruby Machine, she was cool and I'd like to work with her again in the future.</div><div>I'll not tell details from the shoot because I'll show you the pictures when ready ;) I'll only say that we finally lost the direction and half the pics were not at all how he planned, but improvised stuff is fucking great.</div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtZ34ZGmngmJuvD9IFb6BwfKXFo_zN6xRoU2PMu-1t-PIf8FDUrp7Boy2oUr0JiiDXrhSQpigoFYO9pj8eGpzX8M_K9L-LMcgwEbJKxq-1azNuOb8E3m5O-rTwN8OyaiG0FQxAHYkdDvU/s400/camiseta13.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5594072950702817010" /><div>The pics: Lady Mechanika by Raquel Jaramago, Wind by Sivaly and Fifth Wound shirt shoot by Sivali.</div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-29225833368428080432011-04-05T15:34:00.000-07:002011-04-05T16:10:24.240-07:00BeDeSeMe Magazine<div style="text-align: left;">Hi!</div><div>I have been recently featured in BeDeSeMe webzine, and I would like to share it with you.</div><div><a href="http://bedeseme.com/pre.htm">http://bedeseme.com/pre.htm</a></div><div><a href="http://bedeseme.com/pre.htm"></a>this link drives you to the last month of the webzine, so if clicked later, it might be another issue. Mine is issue 8.</div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKxikF4XFdK0kgSmN98nz4-ZPJ97-20xnsZcNmUtIx7UnWPCFpgSEhFCCs6Z4QKETiyy8yyecwoHnjYe171ZfEupz6EVBX030Qmxg4x4RHwA8Ry86uxYVf33qTTRIdUuDQvrk1Q_03k9k/s400/Picas_28.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 268px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592235139284412706" /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><div>This week has been hard, a close person died recently, he was a family member and his lost means for me loosing a role model. And if that wasn't enough, a guy on the train tried to spit on me because I told him to use headphones (he was an analfabete-coarse looking guy putting his music loud). Sometimes I'm afraid foreigners think we are like that.</div><div>I'm kinda slowed down in some stuff, because of the family thing I lost a photo shoot and then rejected another two because I wasn't on the mood.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, along this post I am gonna put some pictures from a shoot done during February (not sure tho) but the pictures couldn't be sent to me earlier. The photographer is Tabaré, and the make up artist Silvia Gil. I personally liked the results.</div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-76fbvCB9G2rvXm4YKhokbXFcqk6LgXSscWv_X17lbeNOve2E1LgOoTec4mf98qkLc7W3cBGUlt8qRWooKQwWq8c92tDEb6_FDAS_LYGpA8jEu8C3fTeowHCJ3ndT5Vz5tHNQ2ZODJM4/s400/Picas.png" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592236388663661442" /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>I want to remind everybody that I am a model focused on alternative stuff, but metal is still one of my maximum goals. And if any band wants a model for a CD cover, for merchandise, for a video, or anything, I'd be glad to work for them. And I would also work on book covers.</div><div>Here I leave my mail for booking me or anything, but please, serious RifkaNoctisTemporvm@gmail.com</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhY9AQsUkC2dHEs_QmRkhAwq4WxvU7KCUxPFe9O0u8d7cSyNiypebpX-anHaDQ6nJBIbw-yvNsR6FmHhOnnzEz-5_MDb6M-9jS6W5pCk_qJpGfrCPr4ymoax4Cuscl1Ct369awvcJb8KPs/s400/Rifka_05.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 268px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592238151031659826" /><div>Do you like Theatre Des Vampires? it's not a band in my favourites, but I like a few things from them and I love the singer looks. This shoot kinda remind me of her, so I leave you the video for the song La Danse Macabre du Vampire. I just love to hear girls growling.</div><div><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/v6S0cS-DOFI" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbBUeoBA6janxB2y8wMdgz0Ii_kXOHr9_L3UkrdgVPTyUmavu9Ouo5gXJEbOtvUrya3i_OXvP8V4qCJnGqokXsaS0sTh1qXKgHdQOZE0Oa2tBm_1W7V7BwQhtdxM3MlkUDxMXUgp-I780/s400/Rifka_25.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592238527974953042" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 269px; " /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-31195219384922238032011-03-21T13:06:00.000-07:002011-08-22T16:55:46.350-07:00What I think about being true / Jane in Peril contest<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Hi!</div><div>Lately I haven't been very active (not here, where is common, but in lots of places I am in), and I feel the need to work on more extreme stuff.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>But anyway, I keep projects coming and that's something, and I am about to have my first "modeling birthday". And I honestly think that coming from the point "0" I have achieved a lot.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I am waiting for the pics from a shoot I made more than a month ago, but the photographer is too busy, so I'll show you in a couple of weeks =)</div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div>I have been thinking lately about the "true" metal stuff. What is really</div><div> to be "true"? If you only listen to metal and wear spikes they call you poser; if you like other stuff and dress whatever you like, they call you fake, and lots of examples could be.</div><div>I don't approve fanatism, not at all, not in religion, not in polytics, and not in music or lifestyle.</div><div>Some years ago you could like metal and act however you wanted, but right now it's kinda alarming how they can watch you and either say you are a kind person, so you can't listen to extreme stuff becaus that's for agressive people, or state that you are evil, "just like all those fucking satanic bastards".</div><div>I am aware that this could offend someone, but I felt the need to say it. I personally think that metal could be and could not be a lifestyle. It's a music anyone could like, and some of the styles called "metal" (which are actually VERY different from one to another) have certain message on their music, and a lifestyle behind it. The look, the thoughts...</div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div>For example, I like some kinds of ambient music, and sometimes I would like to listen to it, while I am lying on a bunch of pillows, with the windows opened and incense burning. And that doesn't mean I want to go hippie, live in the forest or go vegetarian.</div><div>People don't compare a writer's personality with what she story characters do, they don't insult a pop singer for singing about love and being a playboy in his real life.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I persnoally like extreme metal (black and death), wearing spikes and black clothing, taking bloody pictures on the photo shoots, going into the mosh pit and feeling the power of the people at a brutal concert.</div><div>I also like puting on extra long fetish heels, huging my little sister, wearing make up to feel prettier...</div><div>I hate cheesy stuff, typical teenagers movies, the discussions like "I love you-I love you</div><div> mooooreeee-no, I love you more!!! (etc.)".</div><div>I hate cheap violence (I could be agressive in certain situations, but just "being bad because it's cool" it something absolutely gross). I hate snuff, is someone wants to cut his/her own arm, ok, but never do it to someone who does not want to.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>This is a resume of myself, I don't want to act as I am who I am not. I like metal, extreme metal specially, and I feel comfortable with the aggresive look, but I am a person, I am a girl and as most of them I like looking good and stuff like that.</div><div>I am not a girl who gets close with musicians to feel she's part of the band; when I was little I started studying music, my first instrument was the contrabass. I left music because I wa</div><div>s a stupid kid who wanted to do everything and after complaining for a couple of months, I started crying the same day I left, because I wanted to go back. Then I was 8. When I was 14, I started playing bass and taking from time to time my mother's guitar. When 18 I went to a few guitar lessons and singing.</div><div>I don't want to state myself as a music expert, in fact, I don't practice so I could sound pretty much like crap if you heard me playing. I just wanted to say that I really would like to be part of a metal band, I can kinda growl (still need lots of practice). I am not a groupie, I just like modeling and metal stuff, so I became a metal/alternative model; and I would really like to work on covers, merchandise stuff, etc. Not to lick anyone's butt, but to feel like I am doing something I enjoy.</div><div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div><div>Well, here I leave a couple of pictures, the first is from a fetish shoot with Daniel Poza, the second one is with Sivali D'Lirium, for the Jane in Peril contest in deviantart, started by Shadowyzman,</div><div> creator of the character.</div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDmnTdP5Eje6_Aatco5tgCDlQvOqPyLqizKAD8WAhFuIk6BX0COISVLdYOpthdQCgBIknYOyvHVpWYUQLkGF-eo6xW0FK1XixfWK5fZpx_Fav7lm1UXBIHqSCSc906K4C_zcONpuSZt04/s400/IMG_1866-Edit_baja.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5586653227659619042" /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6nkPLICnqI5pEI47pjwvDo3r3RmEAvyO9wAHAI-FA6_NPD9nkU-Bmzuydkx3pqtXVLtmQ34BaPzuzePjnNSTWAbwETVDGlOJInbtqQAGLnvLIlP-x5GIrYvbBfJx_IZ5Xtru6hEKnRQQ/s400/jane11.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5586653740769401938" /><div style="text-align: center;">
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<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-7708342062584155942011-02-19T17:19:00.000-08:002011-02-19T18:36:38.694-08:00NewsThis last two weeks I have been to some shoots, and I am satisfied with them, I'll be soon sharing some of the images with you all.<br /><br />One of the shoots I had, was inspired in the comic girl Lady Mechanika, I didn't know her before, but I liked her style a lot!<br />The photographer was Raquel Jaramago, and she brought me the outfit. It was also there a friend of her who put my make up on and she did my hair, but I don't remember her name.<br /><br />I joined the Ultravixens competition to be on the cover of the magazine, by the way, here I leave for you the link to my profile there: http://www.ultravixens.net/rifka<br /><br />I am actually reading a book called "the power of sects" and it's a subject I am interested in, the way a group can influence on the individual, manipulate and destroy someone from the inside, doing horrible things and make that person still thing that's the best. Creepy, really creepy. Groups, support and receiving influences is awesome if you keep yourself thinking and being critical, not having ideals, or having them closed is suicide.<br />Influences enrich, brain washing kills, sorry if I get too philosophycal, but these kind of things have always been of my interest. How someone could do literally anything when pressend and brain washed, and brain washing is very very easy.<br /><br />Well, let's talk about something more interesting, or at least, not worryfying: Melechesh. I don't know if you know that band, but I am amazed and I wish they come to Spain soon. They play some mix of black, death and sumerian folk. Incredible.<br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/y4E4VA0wmBQ" allowfullscreen="" width="480" frameborder="0" height="390"></iframe><br /><br /><br />Now, here I leave you the Lady Mechanika inspired pic.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKqImhYa891x_WeuMEXyXcuzJ5ZJ5g0bnDIjhKAH9SjZllyCLTtIuCiBptfh70PwbznxEvaIabwaVuF9eltlsWeHdSRcW7SM4E-G21c207ug9-XIiLYnIAp4wJ4wtUeZYoP4zabDgfVlI/s1600/DSC_0027_2.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKqImhYa891x_WeuMEXyXcuzJ5ZJ5g0bnDIjhKAH9SjZllyCLTtIuCiBptfh70PwbznxEvaIabwaVuF9eltlsWeHdSRcW7SM4E-G21c207ug9-XIiLYnIAp4wJ4wtUeZYoP4zabDgfVlI/s400/DSC_0027_2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575586554810191490" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />And I realized I finally didn't share here any from my gore shoot by Living Dead Division months ago, so I am posting it here also. The redhead is Kris Sirk.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2vsYZLMZtPwm-A5Dy7AOdtwuHBkb3XU_I_E4lSNXCCg_uApAPUZNa21WEjvQxKfc1X8Kw3RRuYMt-WdXZI74bWD93uhZ-HY9edKdoD5VR52kOslQYFFc8ReGsp_UnmXjDkIxtydibmBY/s1600/Gorgeus.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 274px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2vsYZLMZtPwm-A5Dy7AOdtwuHBkb3XU_I_E4lSNXCCg_uApAPUZNa21WEjvQxKfc1X8Kw3RRuYMt-WdXZI74bWD93uhZ-HY9edKdoD5VR52kOslQYFFc8ReGsp_UnmXjDkIxtydibmBY/s400/Gorgeus.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575587943377180850" border="0" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-61913507493611952272011-02-07T15:22:00.000-08:002011-02-07T16:07:57.247-08:00Fifth Wound artworksI think I will be every post saying how sorry I am about posting so far from time to time.<br /><br />The Fifth Wound project images are finally done, I show them here but I can't give permission to anyone to use them because they are for the band.<br /><br />I am working on upcoming tests right now for my studies, but also with different shoots, so great ^^<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdaTdcJHz7q2bmSlBSptYvi9aCM1IsdxwRQx1HkkhPf0oOoYOabEpIRwesa8Uwv93BIvQtt3ZLtvNUV-cY0pArWXcANJmPuE8dcLJjRo1ZzDvIxPVbUgZHmW7yoV__jFh6W8GEigNwQ9M/s1600/angelmed.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdaTdcJHz7q2bmSlBSptYvi9aCM1IsdxwRQx1HkkhPf0oOoYOabEpIRwesa8Uwv93BIvQtt3ZLtvNUV-cY0pArWXcANJmPuE8dcLJjRo1ZzDvIxPVbUgZHmW7yoV__jFh6W8GEigNwQ9M/s400/angelmed.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5571098794432907154" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQCg9xbhHhLJ0810DZnKoX0SyEDgES7_nQWl2396wtbjbCaq3TVjXb6-aKHS7ba1pZYC5LHcPanZSoHObUNSDSpHOjApu7LkvKkAWxSXxNo76L3W7Gj5BxTslh-eZNXzCBaIJfVX9aRsE/s1600/salamed.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 314px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQCg9xbhHhLJ0810DZnKoX0SyEDgES7_nQWl2396wtbjbCaq3TVjXb6-aKHS7ba1pZYC5LHcPanZSoHObUNSDSpHOjApu7LkvKkAWxSXxNo76L3W7Gj5BxTslh-eZNXzCBaIJfVX9aRsE/s400/salamed.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5571103483369131362" border="0" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-7219212801762771562010-12-16T14:38:00.000-08:002010-12-16T15:51:30.279-08:00Samael concert and... I need votes =pYesterday was a concert in Madrid, they performed five bands: Nothnegal, Metsatöll, Rotting Christ, Samael and Finntroll; in this order.<br />I like Finntroll, but I went because of Samael and Rotting Christ.<br /><br />They were amazing, all of them. In Metsatöll was a guy who played lots of instruments, incredible!! He was changing from song to song the instrument, can't say how many, but lots for sure!!<br />Then, Rotting was great, Sakis seemed to be nice and at the end someone gave him a shirt, he looked at it and took the shirt xD<br /><br />Samael... don't have words, I liked the band, but just as another one, but when they were on stage they had something, don't know, the band was attractive, it made me focus on the band and nothing else.<br /><br />When they finnished, I went to the restroom and I saw some big stairs going up, and I went up. There I saw the backstage, no door, but I didn't see anyone known there and I went back down to tell it to my friend.<br /><br />Like ten minutes later I went back up to the stairs and after me Xy came, I told him I wanted a pick, so he gave me a shy smile and a black new pick with their new logo. So nice. A bit later, Vorph appeared and I saw him watching Finntroll on the stage through a glass.<br /><br />I finally had a time to meet him, he was vey polite, I told him his brother was cool, that he gave me a pick... and then he gave me another one hahaha, but green, with the old logo and worn.<br /><br />I think Samael has got a new fan, before the concert they were a band I liked, but after I thought they were amazing. I even lost Finntroll to see Vorph.<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDlFu0xfs8CdaL8sWnYHya1gsqhtaA2stwQyiCh0cRaWEDMl7cviTDF2g_YRBxEIwoT7GX39ntuPxlmvDjHmm9yzeVqHei90Q-diZtsGcCxBs46VoUGejeAgN1JZpNQEKs1lVMCJXWt8s/s1600/Imagen008.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDlFu0xfs8CdaL8sWnYHya1gsqhtaA2stwQyiCh0cRaWEDMl7cviTDF2g_YRBxEIwoT7GX39ntuPxlmvDjHmm9yzeVqHei90Q-diZtsGcCxBs46VoUGejeAgN1JZpNQEKs1lVMCJXWt8s/s400/Imagen008.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5551431017254463154" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjohGDsMCpeOJc73BP8fQMA_GuqgM7WtqcTW61zLhTotbsFQJerYpy3sX6VXz6fgbM5ImJ67wjvKSpciPwHsbTFqiWsk35aYSsUmOJXCs8Orb-6E-qMyaIvugUlS1NKNO-AK-rZSUpmM1Q/s1600/Imagen010.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjohGDsMCpeOJc73BP8fQMA_GuqgM7WtqcTW61zLhTotbsFQJerYpy3sX6VXz6fgbM5ImJ67wjvKSpciPwHsbTFqiWsk35aYSsUmOJXCs8Orb-6E-qMyaIvugUlS1NKNO-AK-rZSUpmM1Q/s400/Imagen010.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5551431556447679810" border="0" /></a><br /><br />By the way... hahaha, would appreciate if you voted for me here http://gothgirlweek.blogspot.com/ on the left column, I am the one before the last one "Rifká".<br /><br />Thanks for everything!! ^^Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-15643088190698085942010-12-14T14:11:00.000-08:002010-12-14T14:40:58.758-08:00Back hereHi, I would like to apologize for all these time without any posts; I have been kinda busy, but now I am having a little more time to spend on the web.<br /><br />Tomorrow I am going to see live Finntroll, Samael, Rotting Christ, Metsatöll and Nothnegal; and it sounds pretty good.<br /><br />So long time without any posts I feel like I can't write because everything is on the past hahaha, at least I am refreshing this a little, I'll try to keep writing more often.<br /><br />Thanks!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjV6sFwze1pxMhePcKvDyQU-U5Akz9wyzz88KiMqGuEjPCVi8M8E9zui0CyF6hNqUYkGoO_gsaqmV7ZBa8t-9yvSbLz-gyWn2k9rRP2ImY4kWJ8wJOyM_in6WERMHNJyRRXL2Vp8NBXcWU/s1600/rifkaretmed.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjV6sFwze1pxMhePcKvDyQU-U5Akz9wyzz88KiMqGuEjPCVi8M8E9zui0CyF6hNqUYkGoO_gsaqmV7ZBa8t-9yvSbLz-gyWn2k9rRP2ImY4kWJ8wJOyM_in6WERMHNJyRRXL2Vp8NBXcWU/s400/rifkaretmed.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5550671287028438466" border="0" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-19614422877892675942010-11-07T19:37:00.000-08:002010-11-07T19:45:23.391-08:00Back... Goth Week and Goth Girl of the Week! xD<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Hi!<div>First, sorry for all the time I haven't been writing... I am kinda bussy lately.</div><div><br /></div><div>A week ago I went to the second Goth Week in Madrid, I performed for Haizea's designs. About five minutes of a sort of acting destined to show the clothing at the time we performed a short play with music.</div><div><br /></div><div>And I also wanted to tel you all I am the goth girl of the week here:</div><div> <a href="http://gothgirlweek.blogspot.com/2010/11/feature-rifka.html">http://gothgirlweek.blogspot.com/2010/11/feature-rifka.html</a></div><div><br /></div><div>Thanks for everything! ^^</div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj282dSXMhGzVj6q-d3yeN0r9yr2oqeOD1cGWQBDQ1yLvQpLYnrRtkRFxSncbnt81CEKIVtE0S95SRbOxNU_AKKqrMHfLZOoouKyC3q8yjGqGJJndh2ICZhSIMssJegEYneRFvCrMBx15Y/s400/camiseta12.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537019810710133794" /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-55385173774902501232010-10-19T18:15:00.000-07:002010-10-19T18:19:46.419-07:00Profile deleted...My facebook page was deleted and I want to get back where I was, please, help me...<br /><br />http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001691716777<br /><br />Thanks<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYxZR9iLdBogiKnLJeNTWz4npmx78wxMiUenNx9M8qg6bG1IX-BqUBnM9CXUeXfgxecXgibCb4Rb8M5oQJ3rNBDdOrh632m1g7FmES3EYxRt8AkakyVEncDd0qivRdLGzXUB920IDwuSY/s1600/mu%C3%B1ecas1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYxZR9iLdBogiKnLJeNTWz4npmx78wxMiUenNx9M8qg6bG1IX-BqUBnM9CXUeXfgxecXgibCb4Rb8M5oQJ3rNBDdOrh632m1g7FmES3EYxRt8AkakyVEncDd0qivRdLGzXUB920IDwuSY/s400/mu%C3%B1ecas1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5529931612845435842" border="0" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-29269306270528458682010-10-15T21:06:00.001-07:002010-10-15T21:23:01.510-07:00Vote for me in Macabre ModelsHi!<br />I went already a week ago to my gore shoot, I have seen some pictures but thy haven't sent me any, so I am going to put here one of my showhite's pics ^^<br /><br />I want to ask you all to vote for me in Macabre Models group in facebook, here I send the link to my pic <span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=133526026698125&set=a.133085756742152.30823.129226493794745" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"><span>http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=133526026698125&set=a.133085756742152.30823.129226493794745&ref=fbx_album#!/photo.php?fbid=133526026698125&set=a.133085756742152.30823.129226493794745</span></a><br /><br />Thanks in advance ^^<span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLa5OekN_PUWCFABdy8xGzKA5hTzSATrww3c9A5RNEIa32owMBXgRAhiIpNbtAu7kvbEAxzTQ4LwCUPGXSB0jkcNKMFyOXxO0emJjIXqFRtB4UVtA5NxPJWnbVr8n9e75okuDrE5riVY8/s1600/wMG_2952.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 261px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLa5OekN_PUWCFABdy8xGzKA5hTzSATrww3c9A5RNEIa32owMBXgRAhiIpNbtAu7kvbEAxzTQ4LwCUPGXSB0jkcNKMFyOXxO0emJjIXqFRtB4UVtA5NxPJWnbVr8n9e75okuDrE5riVY8/s400/wMG_2952.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5528492172293741234" border="0" /></a></span><br /><br /></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-63395250568542692222010-10-06T12:20:00.000-07:002010-10-06T14:17:44.566-07:00Elite online magazine<span style="font-family:arial;">Hi, today I wanted to share with you my interview in Elite Online Magazine.</span><br /><br />Check me out in the pages 38-41 in the magazine! Click on the cover of the magazine to read it, and then click on thumbnails so you will get to the pages quicker!<br /><a href="http://eliteonlinemagazine.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://eliteonlinemagazine.com/</a><br /><br />They also appear some fellow alternative models around 90-100 pages, you can check them aswell.<br /><br />Thanks for your support: Rifká<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd4migwuPKyi86Mlg0OX0OKA7_5Xb3fV5r0VR_yzBJXiH1tHERwPb3avpDYbY1wf_cx7C4IYeWEzakUiyfwjOdl4Hc5BXBZfyjo8UvUBGIQbnMVFe5i5tVAoNt6a5T7uozzNK2VepvrYQ/s1600/Rebe_02(2).jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 269px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd4migwuPKyi86Mlg0OX0OKA7_5Xb3fV5r0VR_yzBJXiH1tHERwPb3avpDYbY1wf_cx7C4IYeWEzakUiyfwjOdl4Hc5BXBZfyjo8UvUBGIQbnMVFe5i5tVAoNt6a5T7uozzNK2VepvrYQ/s400/Rebe_02(2).jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5525044694318725842" border="0" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-11916636604480138602010-10-04T11:05:00.000-07:002010-10-05T08:34:34.447-07:00Snowhite's SinsSorry, I haven't been uploading anything lately =p<br /><br />The day before yesterday i went to a photo shoot, it was about Snowhite's sins, a different point of view where the classical princess wasn't at all nice!<br />One of the photographers seemed to like my NewRock hahaha, and she started taking pictures of them before we even started.<br /><br />A lot of shoots coming ;)<br /><br />(don't have yet the Snowhite's shoots)<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIa86m7YzHHhJf6TE5UdX2aBqSs94yes8BrwSH17fOGOo6CtxF1SPJWuAfgEN-g9yHBWN-Ga21mJ7C20_0_lMAYsPrwuFjd7V4AtswQMOd_NKhjNTIW7K4mmzVDKUs79kc2OORaNQwT4I/s1600/rifkavenda21.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 289px; height: 432px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIa86m7YzHHhJf6TE5UdX2aBqSs94yes8BrwSH17fOGOo6CtxF1SPJWuAfgEN-g9yHBWN-Ga21mJ7C20_0_lMAYsPrwuFjd7V4AtswQMOd_NKhjNTIW7K4mmzVDKUs79kc2OORaNQwT4I/s400/rifkavenda21.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5524585475383803346" border="0" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-69215185930293937712010-09-29T09:40:00.000-07:002010-09-29T09:58:09.766-07:00Fifth Wound MerchYesterday I went to a shoot for Fifth Wound merch. I only have one pic yet, (if Nexus reading: I will send you them after I get all).<br /><br />Here it is:<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEQvLtoP7QaZftcYh3TJ4nAbbstXvsR0S7exKe29_Be5WhPodrPXuWF82pBdBL7v-fucFEx1ncnqbaho1jKignWPAt_i-6uf1X4mUyCaWQ3PrLlaCKUJa9B0CVAnLoBPXTWRfvJB414Ls/s1600/camiseta11.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEQvLtoP7QaZftcYh3TJ4nAbbstXvsR0S7exKe29_Be5WhPodrPXuWF82pBdBL7v-fucFEx1ncnqbaho1jKignWPAt_i-6uf1X4mUyCaWQ3PrLlaCKUJa9B0CVAnLoBPXTWRfvJB414Ls/s400/camiseta11.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5522378895564842498" border="0" /></a>Kinda creepy xD but it wasn't intended to be a sweet pic.<br /><br />Public transport strike day =p damn, I am bored xD I don't want to go outside because it will be chaos trying to get anywhere, so here we are my computer and I.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5155719589113448159.post-31878735115949055762010-09-27T10:04:00.000-07:002010-09-27T10:29:42.109-07:00SubexistanceHi, today I wanted to share with you a link to Subexistance, it's a dark music portal.<br />http://subexistance.com/<br /><br />I don't know if you have heard about Diva Satanica... what kind of metalhead alt model from Spain would I be if I don't mention her? She's one of the writers for subexistance and the one who sent me the interview to appear on her webzine, here is my interview.<br />http://subexistance.com/models/rifk%C3%A1<br /><br />And if you didn't now her, here she is:<br />http://subexistance.com/node/44<br /><br /><br />Sometimes I think people have a problem, seriously. I am walking down the subway stairs and I see some taking their stuff from me when I pass close to them; what the hell? If I ever wanted to steal or hurt someone I would't go outside dressing in a way I keep attention, damn you dumb! If one day you see me going out in some blue shirt and jeans, fear me then.<br /><br />By the way, I read short ago the sun is gonna explode in three years. Don't trust them, the<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA8MDefKi8qGqE-Ya3gm1VmF7-YyzZ0QMy7nxxRut0Ch1LdJ-itpuTo6TG0AifRua9-boVisd-utwO2Dm9lTtBKq1ZWHTXu0a5tnDrcTjOz7tayz7iwwT9Ga0hOL1vafpuzam5XsEnCGY/s1600/rifkagata1.jpg"><br /></a>y want your fear and your braaaain =p<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA8MDefKi8qGqE-Ya3gm1VmF7-YyzZ0QMy7nxxRut0Ch1LdJ-itpuTo6TG0AifRua9-boVisd-utwO2Dm9lTtBKq1ZWHTXu0a5tnDrcTjOz7tayz7iwwT9Ga0hOL1vafpuzam5XsEnCGY/s1600/rifkagata1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA8MDefKi8qGqE-Ya3gm1VmF7-YyzZ0QMy7nxxRut0Ch1LdJ-itpuTo6TG0AifRua9-boVisd-utwO2Dm9lTtBKq1ZWHTXu0a5tnDrcTjOz7tayz7iwwT9Ga0hOL1vafpuzam5XsEnCGY/s400/rifkagata1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5521646301383436514" border="0" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0